Thoughts

* The Temple was an amazing amazing experience. Definitely was one that I had no idea what to expect, but with all the symbolism and all the things that I just didn't quite understand, the spirit there was beyond measure. To feel my Heavenly Father and to be in the Celestial room with my parents and Jeff's family was so comforting and peaceful. I felt happy and knew in my heart that the gospel is real and that, to me, meant more than anything. My heart was pounding with Joy and I couldn't have had a better experience for a first time. 

* Jeff and I are getting married Thursday. I should be nervous. People tell me I should be. But, I am not nervous. I am anxious, excited, happy, twitterpated. Everything but nervous. I can hardly wait until I am sealed to Jeffrey Sonntag Brewer for time and all eternity. He means everything in the world to me. I am not scared. I am so excited to go to the Salt Lake Temple with him and to become one with him. Marriage means a lot to me and I know that there are bumps and bruises that come along with it, but I would be willing to go through anything to be with Jeff. He is the most significant blessing I have ever been given. I love you, Jeff, with all of my heart, I love you.